19. The Urn
She’s up early,
burning the horoscope section —
“nothing’s disrupting
my plans”, she says
There’s no coffee left,
a given considering
the screeching laments
of the night before
She hasn’t slept,
afraid to dream of him again,
pre-ash form, cradling his
own urn like a child
“Sometimes he is
the child,” she tells me,
“& I’m the urn”, she holds
him inside of her
I’m sighing on the window
seat, afraid to say
I miss him too, searching
the sky for tears
All is grey — the clouds,
the woven kitchen mat,
the new streaks in her hair,
& he is too now, I suppose,
Forever & ever a cold spot
in the corner of the sunlit room,
& we’ll both keep on pretending
we don’t notice him
Photo by Ksenia Chernaya
Beautiful poem Jennifer! Love the grey, melancholy feel of it!
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Thank you
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My pleasure Jennifer!
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I love the multiple takes conveyed by “searching/the sky for tears” 🙂 fab poem!
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Thank you, Monty ❤️❤️
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I was completely enveloped by this one, and nature obliged by raining quietly while I read. Beautiful, Jennifer.
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Thank you 💜
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